The smell of dreams

I awoke to the crisp fresh smell of chilly autumn air squeezing through a small crack around the window at the head of my bed. I snuggled into my covers and drifted in and out of sleep with memories of times from long ago playing like reruns on the edges of my dreams. Perhaps it is the chill in the air that brings forth the unction to withdraw into the secret places within my Self. Sometimes it brings with it a nostalgic melancholy that draws out thoughts of things I barely remember, yet cannot seem to totally forget.

Whitneys Gifts

These are things that you must know,
If not then I must tell you so.
You own a spot within my heart,
A place of love you'll ne'er depart.

You are a special one to me,
and this I hope that you will see,
for no one else can have that place,
It holds the imprint of your face.

We all have gifts that we can share,
and yours you often bring to bear.
Each time you offer up your gift
you give this grandmas heart a lift.

Thank you Whit,
I love ya Bunches ****

In your Presence

Enveloped in your essence,
Embodied by your presence,
Yes my Precious Holy One,
Touch me once more.

Bless me with your Holy kiss,
Fill me with your Sacred Bliss,
I am your Beloved and
of this I am sure.

Tarry with me this day,
Teaching me of your way,
Plunge me in thy waters
and refill my soul.

Quenching my thirst for Light,
With Spirits lamp so bright,
Leading me through the dark,
And making me whole.

Holy, Holy, Thou Art Holy
Angels sing your praise
Thou art my Creator,
Oh Ancient of days..

The Homecoming

I sought in silence the pathway to my heart
which brought forth discovery of a higher road.
A journey of my souls understanding which
led me unknowingly to the place from which I came.

Transported through a sea
of liquid crystal light, and
sailing on clouds of luminous color,
pulsing with universal energies,
I suddenly hung suspended in time and space.


Enveloped in a divine state of grace
I stood illuminated by my Source.
With my true Self revealed as a Being of Light
I reveled in reunion for I stood not alone
but with others of like nature.

The veil was rent and the wisdom of the ages flooded my soul.
Overcome with unconditional love,
the knowledge and bliss of Oneness
was made known unto me.

Immersed in an ocean of light
and tranquil metamorphosis
I awakened .
Having been translated into reality
I rested in my sanctuary of Truth,
knowing only Love,
Oneness with all
and inevitable immortality.


By Loisann

More than words can say

If I could only tell you just how much you mean to me.
If I could put my feelings into words with clarity,
describing all the love I feel, precisely without fail
and all of the emotions that my longings do entail,
I'd write a sonnet just for you and place it in your heart
so you would always have it even when we were apart.

If words could be my paint brush and the sky my canvas be,
I'd paint my love across the sky for all the world to see.
Tenderly my brush of words would bring my love to bear
and without shame I'd show the world how much I truly care.
With colors of the sunset, the mountains and the sea,
I'd paint for you a masterpiece and sign it lovingly.

But I cannot express to you the love within my soul.
The love I hold inside for you, I simply must control.
To you it's just a friendship, devoid of loves appeal,
for you are unaware of the emotions that I feel.
So I will just continue to dream of what could be
if you would ever recognize the love for you in me.

Dear Lord what if... dedicated to Dani

My library books are all overdue,
My roommate is stupid and don't have a clue
Your tag is expired,"Hey,you need to renew",
I've heard all this crap until I'm turning blue
and I wish I could just learn to give it to you,
but what if I don't?

I know I should show all my friends my true self,
But what if I don't?
I keep all my feelings put up on a shelf ,
but what If I don't ?
I have tried to express all my love and my light
but I can't seem to get it together just right
so I'm asking for help with all of my might,
But what if you won't ?

A Spirits' Dream

Once in a dream, a Spirit form stood
and it beckoned me into a mystical wood.
So I followed it in, I answered it's call
for the Spirit had promised to soon reveal all
of the answers to questions
I held in my heart
of why I was here and what was my part
that I was to play in this spiritual quest
and what was the point of this mystical test.

Ethereal mist was shrouding the face
of the Spirit which drew me to enter this place.
Onward we traveled 'til deep in the wood
the Spirit form halted and there we both stood.
It turned round to face me and to my surprise
I found myself looking into my own eyes.
I had followed my Self, yet only to find
the dream I was having was all in my mind.

The answers to all of my questions were clear
to what was my purpose and why I was here.
Awakening now to the Truth of my Being,
this body of Light that I was now seeing
was all that I was or ever would be
and as the mist lifted I clearly could see
that my purpose was learning to walk in the Light
and to pull off the veil from humanities sight,
so others could wake and join the transition.
This was my purpose and Love was my mission.

Loisann